Unlearning to learning Life...:):)

Yess!!!!I am back ...Its indeed been a long hiatus from the world of blogging.But emotions fill up my mind and my personal diary is not a safe place to pen them down.I really dont appreciate the fact that my folks at home check on to each and every personal belonging of mine..and the emotions stay in some corner of my heart and I dwell upon it.Finally I thought why not get back to my world of blogging??I find myself quite happy here in this virtual world..of course wont help me for long.I have my own way of doing things and I beleive things get done only if you dream about getting them done.Some say dreams are not meant to be real.They pass on with every single night.But, when I talk about dreams...its not about the normal ones I have during my sleep but the ones I have when I am absolutely awake and dreaming with open eyes...That's what dreams are for me...Which I know will become a reality of my life tomorrow.None of my folks around me like me for what I am.They say I am stubborn and selfish and I really dont care about others.I must go through pain to know what suffering is...blah.. blah ..blah..Life has always been a stage of suffering for me...I guess its the same with all.Not everyone is born with a golden spoon to live them kingsize with no worries.Here I remember a saying from one of my closest and loving friend and dear mentor "Life is not a bed of roses" to which I would say "Life is a bed of roses which come with thorns"(of course read it somewhere) and its true that each one of us has his own share of ups and downs.Every stage becomes a living experience and makes each one of us strong examples of what we are today..How unexpected and unpredictable life can be!!!I have no clue where life is taking me.But,all I know is..I want to live my dreams...people say I am an emotional fool and hence become a victim of 'emotional atyachaars' very easily.True to a certain extent..But I understand being practical and materialistic is what life is all about.I understand life is such a complex thing and the more you make it complicated the more you suffer.Trying to look on the optimistic side of life and being realistic is all one should care about and if you believe in God...Just do your best and leave the rest upon Him...I know God does exist and there is a power who will take care of us and with whom we can just say "See...these are my dreams and I am on my way to fulfill it and its upto you to help me fulfill it"..:)Sounding selfish...am I??haha..as I sign off I promise that I will be back soon...and I have decided I will be seen penning down my thoughts right over here more often like never before...Cheers to life and to all the "dreamers" out there.."Dream unlimited and give life to your dreams!!!"..dats what life is all about...:)