I am growing OLD...OLDER...:(

2 more months...to be more precise only 60 days left for my student life to get over...and also for my next birthday..:(It was just yesterday that I had fought with my parents to continue with my Master's Programme without taking a break.And now when I am preparing for my exams...this thought crossed my mind and some kind of fear started developing..I started muttering to myself,"I am no more a child...m goin to be 25...ufff!!!"..the yesteryears of our life are no more going to come back. i have no idea where and what is kept in store for me after these two months.when i look 10 years back I was a happy bright innocent school going girl with lot of dreams and always used to wonder when I will start enjoying college life.And today I just cant believe that I have grown up into a BIGG girl...10 years down the lane I will be a woman who will be reminded about my beautiful student life everytime I see a kid or rather when i will be with my own kids.Till the age of 20 every birthday used to make me happy and its not the same anymore..The thought of getting older brings a sick feeling within me even though it excites me what the next stage of life is going to bring in for me..though I am comfortable with the person who I have grown up to be,though I know that I am an adult now and I am grown big enough to take my own decisions and need not worry much about having an opinion of myself and can do, think and say what I feel,there does comes a stage in my life, in each one of our lives, when we end up doing some things just like a kid.The reminiscence of my yesteryears are making me a bit nostalgic today.its making me wish if I could really go back to those days when all I had to do was just get pampered with lots of love and all I had to think and believe was santas and fairies existed..and dreamed to get a partner like he-man/superman(as they were the only ones with supernatural powers):)How funny it is that when we are younger we want to get older and when we are growing old we want to get younger...how much i wish if the latter was possible.Its rightly said,"Grass looks greener on the other side".We keep joking about getting older but at some point of time we got to admit it..In another 5 years I will be going around searching for anti-agening creams...OMG!!!I just wish if somebody could gift me a time machine on my next birthday..Thankfully this song makes me happy everytime the fear of getting old starts holding on to me..."Dil toh baccha hein jii...thoda kaccha hein jiii.."Song courtesy:ISHQIYA..Sharing the fear of getting older..LOL.again my insomniac nights are reminding me that i am getting older..and i got to try hitting my bed hard to catch on some sleep.Gudnyt..:)